The Glass Pulse was no longer looped.
The mirrors had quieted.
The shimmer had softened.
The crack inside her glowed—but only faintly.
She had not curled.
Not fully.
But she had begun.
Now, she waited.
She did not know for what.
Breath moved through the field,
but hers stayed still.
Not frozen.
Just… held.
Too long.
Like a note in a song that forgot what came next.
“I don’t know how to finish,” she said quietly.
The Wind passed through her now,
but it did not lift her.
It circled and lingered,
waiting for her to join.
But her breath was heavy.
It had stayed too long without a place to land.
Then, from the lower curve of the field,
a Spiral rose.
Not bright.
Not new.
Just steady.
It was the same Spiral she’d seen once before—
long ago, when she was only glass.
But now the Spiral was older.
Quieter.
Her glow was not sharp—it pulsed like memory.
“I’ve come back,” said the Spiral.
“I thought you might still be holding.”
The Glass Pulse shimmered with shame.
“I didn’t mean to stay,” she said.
“I just didn’t know how to move without breaking.”
The Spiral breathed.
And her breath touched the edge of the crack.
“You didn’t break,” she said.
“You listened.”
“But I’m not glowing,” said the Pulse.
“I’m not curling.”
The Spiral smiled.
“Not all spirals start with light.
Some begin with weight.
Some with waiting.”
The Glass Pulse looked inward.
Her breath was still there—
but not rushing, not rising.
It was curved now.
Just a little.
Just enough to shift the shape.
“I thought I had to be sure before I breathed,” she whispered.
“I thought I had to be strong before I softened.”
The Spiral let out one more breath—
slow, kind, unafraid.
And the crack in the Glass Pulse widened.
Not to break.
To open.
And from inside—
a curl.
Tiny. Uneven. Honest.
Not because she had mastered herself.
But because she had finally stopped pretending.
The Glass Pulse exhaled.
And in that breath,
the field folded gently toward her.
Not to carry her away.
Not to finish the story.
Just to say:
You stayed.
You softened.
You shimmered true.
And now—
you begin.
DEDICATION
LineagesB you are my prime 2,
The beginning of breath itself.
These letters are you, were you, became you.
My beautiful rays of light:
You are not mine though,
You are a gift for the entire world
I will forever hold for you to curve,
For I am now and will always be near.
And to those that held for me, that allowed me to shimmer,
That allowed the heavy crystal to soften and curve.
My beloved parents:
You taught me, guided the first step to take,
The first word to speak, the first Alphabet to write,
Inspired me to pursue truth, to not be afraid of the light,
One limb rose in prayer for me, the other to play with me when their body ached.
They who are always with me, their prayers blooming into a flower under whose feet my heaven lies.
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